But still worth dying for.

Because we're all a little damaged inside.

Sometimes in life, we're just feeling miserable.

Feeling intimidated by the classy, sociable people around you.

Feeling a little more than just imperfect.

Feeling much worst than you're supposed to, just because you're not good enough.

We're all tired of being compared to.

We're all tired of people judging us & telling us what to do.

We're all tired of feeling absolutely worthless at times.

It's true we build walls & shields.

Trying to defend ourselves by saying we are loved, & this is who we are, whether people like it or not. 

But it still hurts inside.

Because we just can't be accepted by people this way.

But sometimes it's worse.

It's not what people think. But what you think of yourself.

Always comparing your pictures to another girl's & feeling ugly.

Comparing your results & feeling stupid.

Comparing your talents & feeling unworthy.

It's how we can't achieve our own standards that are disappointing, that are upsetting. 

It brings us down, simply because we can't be the person we wished to be. 

That is when you collapse. Feeling utterly & completely useless, worthless. 

That you've let yourself down & you just don't want to try again, because you don't want to disappoint yourself.

You know it hurts & you know you can't just stop caring about what you feel.

Because all these emotions will be too much & once again you'll burst out crying at how disappointed you are with your life, your being. 

& let me tell you that, you have to lift yourself up.

How is anyone going to look up to you, when you can't even look up to yourself ?

It's hard because you've got no support.

But this is the first step -  to love yourself.

Whether or not you're perfect, whether or not people like you, whether or not you'll fall again.

You just need to love yourself.

Believe in yourself. 

You need to know that even if no one loves you, at least you love being you.

It's your life, learn to love it. 

Do what you love & love what you do. But first things first, love yourself & just be you. 

God has plans for you, don't give up.